MY ENCOUNTER WITH PROFESSOR JOHNSON
It happened many years ago, I was in 500Level in medical school....We
had written our Professional Exams and tension was high as results were
awaited. I had mixed feelings as we waited because eventhough my
Obstetrics and Gynecology exams went well, during the Paediatrics exam I
had met an external examiner during the viva who hit me hard...and so,
despite the fact that the other aspects of the Paediatrics exam had gone
well, I was languishing in fear of failure doubting if they would have
been sufficient enough to cushion the effect of been hit hard in the
viva exam which meant loss of marks. I was calm, fearfully though. So as
not to be caught unaware, I went on to inform home the condition of
things and was looking forward to a resit in Paediatrics.
Professor
Johnson had been an external examiner to my school and decided to have
his sabbatical there, and so he had been seamlessly introduced among the
examiners. He was a professor renowned for "notorious" examinations and
students always prayed never to meet him during a clinical or oral
exam...your fate could be sealed in the negative just by your appearance
and countenance before him. I was among the "lucky" ones he didn't
examine I should say. However, this man had developed an unusual flair
for me for the short time he had been around...He knew my name, also
called me Pastor after my classmates (He is a Muslim), and he even
nicknamed me, but all these didn't mean anything during an examination
everyone knew.
I was in my continued worried and depressed state
just a day before results were to be released. In the evening of that
day, something moved me and I found myself walking along the corridors
of the Teaching Hospital where we used for our lectures and clinical
studies...And behold I ran into the same Professor Johnson while he was
returning from the mosque after his evening prayers. And then tension
bursted!
He called my name and had me follow him to his office while
he asked me how my exams went and my expectations for the results to be
released the next day. Trembling but equally trying to build some
courage, I explained to him everything and said even if I failed
Paediatrics I still would go on to specialize in Paediatrics because I
was sure whatever outcome came would have been from my viva exam which
did not mean I was bad at the subject. By that time we had entered his
office and it was when he asked for me registration number that it
dawned on me that this man had a copy of the result that was to be
released the next day...my heartbeat increased if not skipped and fears
of the unknown gripped me.
At that moment I realized there was no
going back...I was faced to face with what I feared most at that moment.
I told him my number and in fear tried to read his countenance as he
flipped through the result. Then suddenly he looked at me with his big
eyeglasses and said, "sorry, you didn't make it". I stood there
helplessly hoping I had not been moved to walk that way. And then
suddenly I sensed something in my spirit...and before anything,
Professor Johnson bursted into smiles and stretched forth his hand to me
saying, "congratulations...you made it!" confused, I went closer, took a
look at the Paediatrics results...TRULY I MADE IT! I saw the raw scores
and it was far away from marginal pass...I passed well and there was no
way I could have dropped below the pass mark no matter what the
external examiner had done (In medicine, there are no grades...you
either pass or fail). I didn't know when I hugged a "dreaded" Professor
and in joy told him gracious things...it was like I hugged my late dad.
I left the office a changed man...all the fears were gone. I got back
to the students hostels and met my colleagues deliberating on the much
anticipated result for the next day...I was quiet all through; I dared
not talk. I slept well and confidently went out to see the results when
they were pasted. Others who failed were downcasted...those who passed
celebrated. I joined the celebration but it was never like the previous
evening.
Just this night, while I was worrying about something, the
Lord gently reminded me about this encounter that happened many years
ago. He said that 'if only we can see the future (He has prepared),
there will be no need to fear or be worried'. He reminded me about the
encounter with Professor Abdulwahab Johnson...and whispered "PEACE". And
I am sharing the same with you having been encouraged similarly...be
encouraged; God has reserved great things for you!
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